I am 35, and as I advance in my years I try to be wiser, more tolerant and cheerful. My son, Alexander (he is 14), helps me in that. Children see the world in a bit different way: without falsehood and cynicism, and we are real friends what concerns this. And when we happen to have disagreements (yes, such things happen, too), we make a compromise. He is a very wise boy, and sometimes I yield to his arguments, sometimes he does. Though, the only child in the family is not enough. Since my childhood I have dreamt of having a big and united family, but my dad and mom moved away when I was 2, so all our relatives are far away. I hardly know them. Sad, is not it? One day I woke up and realized: I need you β a husband β intelligent, reliable, capable of coping with life problems, i.e. the head of our family. I have been looking for you for 5 years, and sometimes it gets very difficult: on my way to you I happen to come across too many people, who are not serious. To them, a relationship is just a feeling-play, nothing more. I wonder if they realize that their deceit leaves scars in the soul that do not heal for long? I wish I could find you sooner and could leave all this behind β just as something to laugh at. So here I am, sitting and thinking: where are you? What are you doing? You are probably looking for me, too, because it is time to fill in the emptiness in that part of our souls which people call 'the family life'. Sometimes I start to ponder: I am a self-sufficient person; son, mom, brother, job, friends β everything is fine. What makes me search for you? But again and again I realize: I want us to be together and to share the joy of every day and give each other happiness. I have been without you for so long, and my good life is not complete for me any more. I need you as much as you need me. Otherwise, why would you read that long message of mine? Right? Write me. I am waiting to hear from you. I thank you in advance. Lubov
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